February 2012
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So I read The Hunger Games...
and fucking loved it. c:
Now reading Catching Fire on my Kindle.
Laying in bed. Can’t sleep. Neither can Nony.
I have to find time to workout.
Michael is the best. I know you hear girls say this all the time but he’s really the best.
“If you expect nothing from anybody, you’ll never be disappointed.”
– Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar (via well-ihave-cats)
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What a disaster it would be if you discovered that I cared, a little too much for friends but not enough to share.
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Mom bought me The Hunger Games.
Welp there goes my Saturday night of watching Star Wars for the millionth time.
Excited to read and sip some tea. ~.~
I really want to rearrange all the furniture in my room. Hmmmm……..
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I miss work already.
I love PREP way too much oh my god.
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I met a nice Russian guy today.
We spent an hour talking about dogs.
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Today is going to be fun.
Today is a new day.
Today is Thursday.
Today is beautiful.
Today is really close to Friday.
Today is nice.
Today is peaceful.
Today is when I see Michael.
Today is….today.
:}
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I don’t know how to explain this to you but I don’t care. I really don’t care about what you’re doing because we’re not friends.
Either you’re a good friend or you’re not my friend at all.
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Writing always makes me feel better.
I was about to cry at work today (I’m a sensitive cry baby if you didn’t know) and I just grabbed a pen and a notepad and wrote everything down. Why I’m sad. Why his actions affected me in a negative way. Why they shouldn’t. Why I shouldn’t care about what he thinks about me. And I felt better. Instant cure for the weepies, I tell ya.
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I'll spin you valentine evenings
Today was great. Stressful but great.
I managed to plan a dinner, cook, serve, and clean for 60 kids.
Then Michael and I went to dinner. SO GOOD.
Then he picked me up in the parking lot and carried me to the car because my feet hurt. He broke his key ring in the process but we laughed so hard.
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Puppy
When I see a puppy my heart melts. It melts and all I want to do is love that animal for the rest of my life. I want it to go on walks and runs with me. I want it to snuggle up next to me and snuggle even closer when it rains. I want it to be so ridiculously happy when it sees my face. I don’t care if it’s the ugliest mutt or the prettiest purebred. I just want to love something with...
blu-est asked: I read your post from last night =( are you feeling better todaay?
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When I was little I would cry myself to sleep because I was afraid of dying. Now I cry myself to sleep because all I want to do is die.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. It’s all I think about.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
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I’m trying to go to bed but I can’t. I miss you so much I can’t even explain it. Today has been so hard and all I want is a day off. A complete day off away from everyone but you. I feel so busy and stressed. I feel like I’m drowning all the time.
I can’t fucking relax. My mind is always buzzing and when I try to slow down I just can’t. Maybe I just need to...